Eulogy for dad
given by Nathaniel Fernhoff
Thank you for
coming and sharing our loss.
When my sister
and I were kids, Dad loved to play a game with us. He’d call us over and say that he had something to tell
us. Now, we had played this game
many times before, but he’d persist and say that this time was different and
this time he really wanted to tell us an important secret. We’d come in close and with a totally
straight face, he’d lower his voice and say, “A wet bird never flies at night.”
It was nonsense for a laugh.
He was a funny
man, and his sense of humor was disarming. There he was, an accomplished doctor, an expert physician of
high professional stature, but he was far from stuffy or unapproachable. When he got braces a few years back, he
did not get the invisible kind meant for adults. He would smile wide to reveal a mouth full of metal braces
that were highlighted with bright pink and green rubber bands. He insisted that
the kids like it, but I’m pretty sure he liked it too. Everything about him just put people at
ease. He would beam in a fluorescent tie embroidered with giraffes wearing
holiday sweaters. If you asked
him, he’d tell you that he just liked them. How could you not love the guy who
wears that tie?
As witty and
funny he was in conversation, the man could not tell a proper joke, but that
never stopped him from trying. If
he was sitting on a particularly good one, he’d start dragging it out, adding
totally unnecessary details, and then he’d finally butcher the punch-line. I was teasing him about it once, I told
him “Dad, you know you don’t have to spend so much time setting-up a joke.” He
said, “Nathaniel, it’s called building suspense.”
My dad’s parents
had a toy store when my dad was a kid.
He actually grew up surrounded by all the toys and candy he could ever
want, but you would never know it because as an adult, he was obsessed with
work and health food. His father
died when dad was only 19, and that stuck with him and really drove him. From then on, he buckled down and
focused on pursuing a career in medicine.
When I was figuring out my own career, he was adamant that the most
important thing is that I find something I truly love to do. No one has lived those words better
than him. He was committed to
helping others and incredibly passionate about it. He had an unparalleled work ethic, but it wasn’t just a job
for him. He would say that his problem was that he couldn’t say no to a new
project, but we all knew that it wasn’t a problem and he actually loved being
busy with medicine and with helping people. He worked tirelessly and happily and he accomplished so
much.
After his father
died, dad grew up in a hurry. He
looked after his mother for the rest of her life and in a lot of ways he had to
become a parent as soon as he lost one.
In her last few years, she developed severe dementia. I know it hurt him deeply to see her
degenerate but he never flinched in his commitment. He could’ve found some excuse to let his visits taper off,
and no one would’ve blamed him, but I don’t think he ever entertained the
option. Every single weekend he’d
go and see her and sit with her and talk to her no matter how it made him feel
to see her fall apart. He was a
good son and he had enormous strength.
My father treated
people with kindness and compassion, and that warmth extended to his pets and
animals in general, but I’d like to share a story about his nemesis: the
squirrel. You see, he’d always
loved birds. He’d save breadcrumbs
for them, and he set up bird feeders for them, and he’d watch them come and eat. But squirrels would always seem to come
and snatch up all the bread, break into the feeder, and scare off all the
birds. So he got clever, he went
to the store and bought some garden-variety squirrel-proof bird feeder. But squirrels are formidable adversaries
and of course they found a way to get the birdseed. This ignited an arms-race where my dad would buy some
ridiculous bird-feeder that promised to catapult off any invading squirrels,
and the squirrels would find a way to make a more daring leap from a distant
tree branch to land on and exploit the one weak spot of his contraption. This went on for years through
countless iterations of different bird feeders and the squirrels always won.
They were the hilarious bane of his existence. One day, he was so excited to bring home a new feeder that
was going to solve his squirrel problem once and for all. He called it the death star. The machine delivered a powerful but
non-lethal shock to squirrels, but it left birds alone. He quickly set it up,
powered it on, and waited. Before
long, the squirrels made their first offensive and the shock proved a potent
repellent and they stayed away for months leaving the heavily fortressed
birdseed intact. Amazingly, he had
finally beaten them. He was so
proud of the death star. A couple
of months later, my sister found a dead squirrel not far from the death
star. She was upset about it and
so was my dad. Even though he diagnosed this particular casualty with old age
and a pre-existing heart condition, he still had enough respect for his nemeses
that he felt they deserved better.
He decided that he wouldn’t abide by the lethal risk to even his sworn
enemy. He was gracious in victory
and he took down the death star.
My father was a
good man. He raised us right, he
took care of us, he made the world a better place, and I feel so sad without
him.
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